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[The writing is recognizably Kazahana's, but small and cramped, like her whole body's seized up down to her fingertips. In one or two spot, the ink is blurred by what might be teardrops.]
Toushi's gone.
Toushi's gone.
I'm an idiot. I went looking for my own double, out of some sense of obligation or responsibility, though I know she's not me and never could be. I found her, too, or she found me. How stupid. I'm a healer, I've seen the damage weapons can do, and I had no real way of defending myself if she tried to murder me. Luckily she didn't; she just gave me an incredibly cold look and leapt off into the branches of the tree.
I know I had a sword once; I remembered that much. Maybe it's time I went looking to see if I can find it again.
On a happier note, someone left the most delightful cat-bunny in my apartment. My thanks to whoever is responsible.Some of my things are gone now...but it's so darling, I can't mind.
I know I had a sword once; I remembered that much. Maybe it's time I went looking to see if I can find it again.
On a happier note, someone left the most delightful cat-bunny in my apartment. My thanks to whoever is responsible.
So it's to be a battle, at least according to one unknown person's intentions. But I can't help but wonder if that's the right thing. I'm not advocating blindly clinging to pacifism; I'll be among the first to raise a hand against an injust force, provided we know what that force is. Or at least support those with the tools to fight.
Things have happened here that I can't accept, much less forgive. The fact that some of those who have died have returned in no way makes up that their deaths happened. As for avenging our very existence here...that I can't advocate, nor dismiss out of hand. I believe there were good things in my past, before the sphere, but I'm not naive enough to believe that I was yanked out of a life that held only bliss.
There have been happy times here. There are people here who I love. I'm not about to endanger any of them by mindlessly heeding a call to arms that none of us yet understand. So perhaps we could start by asking some questions.
Has anyone spoken with Mr. Fugue?
Things have happened here that I can't accept, much less forgive. The fact that some of those who have died have returned in no way makes up that their deaths happened. As for avenging our very existence here...that I can't advocate, nor dismiss out of hand. I believe there were good things in my past, before the sphere, but I'm not naive enough to believe that I was yanked out of a life that held only bliss.
There have been happy times here. There are people here who I love. I'm not about to endanger any of them by mindlessly heeding a call to arms that none of us yet understand. So perhaps we could start by asking some questions.
Has anyone spoken with Mr. Fugue?
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It looks like the evacuation went relatively smoothly, so everyone, do yourself a favor and don't go back up until those disgusting things are gone. Unless you can kill them, of course. McQueen, I know you're having fun shooting them, but please try not to get stabbed again if you don't want me to heal you.
Aside from the zombies, it seems like things are a little easier lately. I've got some things to think about, but there's no reason to just sit around while I do. The Wilderness seems like fun right now; if anyone wants to join me there, let me know.
As for you people who are going around shooting eat other, well, that's just uncivilized. I'll have no part in that.
[OOC: Kazahana is a dirty liar, tiny, and she fights dirty, so she'll be sniping people randomly while pretending to be uninvolved. She's on the red team, so any other paintballers who want to can consider themselves shot by her.]
Aside from the zombies, it seems like things are a little easier lately. I've got some things to think about, but there's no reason to just sit around while I do. The Wilderness seems like fun right now; if anyone wants to join me there, let me know.
As for you people who are going around shooting eat other, well, that's just uncivilized. I'll have no part in that.
[OOC: Kazahana is a dirty liar, tiny, and she fights dirty, so she'll be sniping people randomly while pretending to be uninvolved. She's on the red team, so any other paintballers who want to can consider themselves shot by her.]
